As the youngest in a Christian home of 5 children I grew up going to church every Sunday, and for Bible Study and prayer as well. But I did not commit my life to the Lord and become a dedicated follower of Christ until the beginning of my sophomore year in college. That’s when I started walking with the Lord. What I specifically remember about those early days of walking with the Lord was how real Jesus had become to me. Somehow, I had quickly transitioned from simply going to church and doing church work, to having this amazing relationship with the Almighty God who had become tremendously personal with me. There was joy inside of me and I found myself singing Christian songs to the Lord all the time. I loved spending time alone with God, communing with Him and being in his holy presence. Seriously, it was that real.
Then life hit and a bunch of things happened that worked to distract me from the quality relationship I had with Jesus. The charismatic movement was in full swing at the time, and I remember so many Christians were swooning about the gifts of the Spirit. I too had been baptized in the Holy Spirit and was equally caught up in this new-found spiritual dimension. Two to three years down the road, I really felt like the Lord began dealing with me about returning to the joy of my salvation. You might ask, “Well, weren’t you filled with joy by being baptized in the Holy Spirit?” The answer is “yes”, but that’s not what God was talking about. I had gotten to the place where I was exalting my Holy Spirit baptism experience over my daily walk with the Lord. I wasn’t continuously valuing and appreciating the fact that Jesus had redeemed me from eternal damnation, and had given me new life, hope, and a very different perspective on my present and future.
I repented, and asked the Lord to take me back to the simplicity of my salvation. And He did.
Through the years that experience has replayed itself several times. Life throws us curve balls all the time, and the enemy of our souls would like nothing more than to distract us from the primary reason we exist, which is to walk with God in a relationship that is innocent, loving, simple, and yet holy. Think of Adam and Eve before the fall, walking with God in the Garden in the cool of the day, enjoying the fellowship (communion) between the three of them, and the beauty of nature around them. As Jesus said about Mary when she sat at his feet and worshiped him while Martha was busy serving and doing, “Mary has chosen that good thing which will not be taken from her.” (Luke 10:38-42) It is in the secret closet when we are before the Lord one-on-one where we find all that we need and more, and where He speaks to us and directs us to go out into the world and do the work of God’s Kingdom for His glory and honor.
May I ask you a few questions regarding Jesus and your own life?
- How is your relationship with the Lord God and His son Jesus Christ?
- Is your relationship personal on a moment- to-moment and daily basis?
- Is it growing and fresh, or stale and religious?
Depending on your answers to these questions, do what I have done on several occasions. Repent of the distractions that have taken your focus away from the lover of your soul, and ask the Lord to bring you back to the simplicity of your salvation, and to the joy of walking with Him in communion, moment- to-moment, on a daily basis.
Lord, help us all to return to you, our first love. (Revelation 2:4-5) Amen.
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